Part Five — Ethan’s Secret
Ethan stood in the kitchen.
He had come through the unlocked back door, carrying a bag of groceries. The bag slipped from his hand.
An apple rolled across the floor.
Grace stared at him.
“You knew?”
Ethan’s face crumpled.
“I knew there was a box. I didn’t know everything in it.”
He sat across from me, looking less like the confident twenty-four-year-old man he had become and more like the terrified boy he had been.
“The package arrived about two weeks after the funeral,” he said.
“What package?”
He pointed to a large brown envelope inside the box.
“It was on the porch when I came home from school. It was addressed to Grandma, but I recognized Dad’s writing on one of the papers sticking out.”
“Why didn’t you bring it to me?”
“I was fourteen.”
His voice shook.
“I opened it. I found the recorder and played part of it. I heard Dad say Victor’s name.”
Ethan lowered his eyes.
“That afternoon, Victor’s black SUV was parked across the street. He sat there for almost an hour.”
I remembered Victor visiting during those weeks. He brought food, asked about insurance papers, and offered to help organize Daniel’s office.
At the time, I thought he was being kind.
Ethan continued.
“I thought he was watching us. I thought if he knew we had the recording, he might hurt everyone.”
“So you hid it?”
He nodded.
“I put the package with the papers Dad had already hidden in that wooden box. Then I shoved it behind the cabinet.”
“Why didn’t you tell me later?”
“Every day I waited made it harder.”
Tears rolled down his face.
“You were working all the time. The little kids were crying. Mason kept getting into fights. Grace wouldn’t sleep unless she was holding Mom’s sweater. I thought the truth would destroy what was left of us.”
Grace stepped back.
“You let us believe they died immediately.”
“I was trying to protect you.”
“You lied!”
“I was a child!”
His words echoed through the kitchen.
Silence followed.
Then Ethan whispered, “I’m sorry.”
I moved around the table and placed my hand on his shoulder.
Part of me wanted to demand why he had carried this secret for ten years.
But when I looked at him, I saw a fourteen-year-old boy standing alone on a porch with a dead father’s voice in his hands.
He had not made an adult decision.
He had made a frightened child’s decision.
“We are not going to blame each other,” I said. “The person responsible wants this family divided.”
Grace wiped her eyes.
“What do we do now?”
I picked up the brown envelope.
“We find Evelyn Brooks.”